We all experience those moments of laughter, sorrow, excitement, the unknown. My life has had all of these moments in the last three years. My sweet Mitch fills my life with laughter and has this way of making me smile even when I am in the worst mood. There are moments where I miss my friends and family so much it hurts. The life of a baseball wife isn't always a life that is desirable. Yes, there are definitely perks, but at times, it seems I spend the majority of my time missing Mitch than I am actually with him. Then there is excitement. I spent most of this last year living in those kind of moments! From marrying my best friend, to finding out we were expecting our first baby three weeks later, planning his big arrival, and jumping headfirst into being a mommy. There really isn't another way to describe those moments.
All of those lead me to the unknown. I catch myself sitting and holding Crue and can't seem to let my brain be still. Am I doing this right? Will I teach him all of the things he needs to know to have good morals? What will he like to do? What will he be? Will he ever know how much I love him? And then, I have to remind myself, again, to breathe. Because in reality, only one of those questions really matter... I want my baby boy to have the best, and to be the best he can possibly be. But, the most important thing to me is that he knows how much he is loved. I have realized that no matter where we are, or what we are doing, moments to be cherished are being made.
I take pictures of my sweet baby what seems to be all day, everyday because so many things happen and change so quickly. I will look back at moments from today a week from now and wonder how this time has gone by so quickly. But I am certain, that I can always pull these sweet memories out and know how blessed I am to have these "moments."
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